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It's negative. It's negative. Still negative.
It's not pregnant. It doesn't matter if it's one

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negative test or if it's 20 negative tests. Each
negative was a little bit harder and harder

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It's negative. It's not pregnant. Ready? Yeah. One, two, three. I have been a
nurse for a little over six years, but I've been in labor and delivery for about

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five of those. Working labor and delivery,
you're just around birth all the time. So

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I knew when we got married that I was going
to want to start a family shortly after

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Last test before we go to Japan.
I got it. Yeah. I don't think so

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I think that's just... No, there's a line there. I
suggested that we take a test before we went to Japan

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You can tell how shocked I was that it was positive. And Hugh had never
seen a positive test before, so he was confused with how faint the line is

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Unfortunately, a couple of days after we got
to Japan, I ended up having a miscarriage

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When we got over that and got back home, we both
decided we wanted to immediately start trying again

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Not only are we not pregnant, we're not negative. It's negative. It
did become very tough recording each one and it just being negative

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We tried to stay very positive throughout
the process, but it was very difficult

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It's negative. Dang it Each time after that we tested it later in the day or the following day it slightly got lighter
and lighter and then there was nothing I been at work all day and I a nurse so I work about 12 to 13 hours a shift

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I've been at work all day and
so I texted Hugh and I was like

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I'm getting all these signs, I don't know what it means, I know
it's still early, I just really want to test. I feel like we should

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Ready? Yeah. One, two, three.
Yeah! Uh-huh! Oh my gosh

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Oh my gosh, it's so dark. It's positive. I
know. I was in disbelief for a very long time

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It was such a dark line, so like a very positive test.
I just felt peace from the Lord that it was actually it

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This time it was very exciting and
different than all the other times. Yay

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Wow! To radio Mr. Monty's sandwich, he
would help the baby into his belly grow

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What? What? What? No! Stop! Daddy, stop!
His name will be Maverick Q. Morris

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You can have all these negatives and you can go through hard times and things
cannot, you know, go the way that you had planned, but there's still going to be more

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in the end. And it's such a hard process to go
through, and I feel like now more than ever

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women are talking about it